I think they were the same person

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Persona

Ah, how long it took me to finally watch this film! I started the first 10 minutes of it ages ago, but was never able to watch more, but now I finally did. I didn’t regret it – this is quite a classic.

Matte said he didn’t know about the high suicide rates in Sweden, and now I realize that I really tend to watch depressive swedish movies, I wonder why? It makes me feel like the swedish language also sounds somewhat depressive, ehehe.

My my, this film is so incredibly yuriyuri, at least in the beginning. In fact, to me, even the scenes in which they fight each other make them feel like they are even closer to each other. But this is even better, it’s homoerotic tensions with her second personality?

Now, onto a serious note, the psychologic aspects of the film are so brilliant that I find it impossible to put it into words. Both women are fascinating, or rather, the portrait of their inner thoughts is fascinating as the women themselves are more like models – not stereotypical, but they represent humans in general. How amazing. I am also a fan of the scene that was re-played, but only the other woman was shown. Beautiful. (I am not sure whether there are differences in the dialogues though, I think not.)

I still remember how I have enjoyed the very beginning of the film when I watched it the first time – I had to see it a second time again, and yes, it’s still pretty cool. This is some kind of surrealism that I can live with. However, I do admit that I am completely unable to relate the surrealistic parts of the film with the general topic of the film itself. Why those soldiers? Why the weird visual effects? After watching the film, I surely am going to read a few interpretations on it, as I believe I am unable to grasp everything about the film as I have seen it right now. One thing I have found to be interesting is this Wikipedia quote:

Bergman and Elisabet share the same dilemma: they cannot respond authentically to “large catastrophes” (such as the holocaust or Vietnam). The actress Elisabet responds by stopping speaking: by contrast the filmmaker Bergman emphasizes that “necessary illusions” enable us to live.

Now, some of the surreal scenes make much more sense to me.

Finally, yes, I think this film is quite an insider’s tip, it’s absolutely great. I would have expected something like “Persona” to be the critics’ favorite, instead of the likes of “Tokyo Story”.

Another one of these “What the heck am I watching all these movies for?” postings

Inspired by seeing this really nice making of video of “Les Demoiselles de Rochefort” and reading Prog’s statement “there goes my life for the next two weeks”, I couldn’t help but thinking “What the heck? But films are life!”

The last two days made me realize this even more. In short, there was a meeting with the people I have lived with in Paris, and since I am too uncreative to find nicknames or use A, B, C now, I will refer to them by their room numbers (I suppose you wouldn’t want your name on the internet, right, 314? *g*) So 307 and 314 have been visiting me in Berlin and we went to a drink yesterday evening. In fact, the whole meeting was dramatic in many ways, especially since a bunch of other people came and we ended up being 6 people! That same evening, I was talking to 314 about his paper on “Le Mépris” and told him that I found it really enjoyable to read. That was an understatement – it was actually outstandingly enjoyable to read and made me wonder if I would enjoy studying and working on films on a scientific level. I was surprised at myself and the paper made me think “I want more of this”: I want to see more of those small details in films that reflect on it and give it further meanings, I want to get to know more of their background and history, I want to read about other people’s interpretations and learn about other perspectives on how to understand them. Basically, I want to do with films what we have done before way back in literature classes at high school, and more.
The next day, we went to eat breakfast together while 312 talked about how he started reading a book on Billy Wilder. I immediately started talking about Billy Wilder a lot – about his films and how some old movies are absolutely great in their german dub (“Kubelikmäßig” – “Springen Sie!” – “Man nennt mich also Konzentrationslager-Ehrhardt!”) I got really worked up about my fascination for Billy Wilder movies; yet again I realized why I love his films so much.

Let me open a parenthesis: My passion for films started with “Some like it hot”. The certain person who initated it watched the film with me while explaining to me what he loved about the film so much – the references and parodies of classical gangster comedies, the great get together of the protagonists, Billy Wilder’s brilliant use of Marilyn Monroe’s inherent character traits (blonde, sexy and rather dumb) and finally the comedy that is great on so many levels – there is slapstick, there are brilliant dialogues and beautifully portrayed characters. Sometimes my parents watch the films I watch – and usually I don’t like that because I fear they wouldn’t like them – but they laughed a lot even though it was difficult for them to understand the whole dialogue. Mr. “Some like it hot” has obviously loved the film and places it above all other Wilder films – and I do too. I even think this is his favourite film of all times (although he has repeatedly named “A Fish called Wanda” as his favourite).

Back to the topic: During the whole trip, I have found it difficult to wholeheartily recommend something to people. 314 wanted to see the Gemäldegalerie for awhile and after he went there, he described his incredible fascination for the museum – yes, it’s a great museum, but I had reservations about whether I find it recommendable. However, there are things in the world that just automatically go into ‘fascination mode’ and I suppose films are one of those things that make me feel like that. I just cannot see how 312 would not love “Some like it hot” and I am really curious about what he thinks of its end. I have been talking so much about this that 306 asked me how I am able to remember so much about the films I watched, saying that she tends to forget about them. But to me, this is all what it is about: I want to see memorable things, talk about them and learn more about them.

All in all – I have not seen any movies for quite awhile, but I realized that this is something I want to do again – as much as I can. Films are life indeed.

Time to spend even more money on books

Oh goodness. So, I have been complaining recently how the books I like are never available in nice editions. Now, I have seen an edition I like: Fischer Klassik. The covers mostly are incredibly nice, and I generally like how the printing looks like. Arrr!

Since I still love lists, this is my purchasing plan *cough*
Anthology – Das komische Lesebuch
Anthology – Das Lesebuch für Genießer
Aischylos – Tragödien
Äsop – Fabeln
Grimm – Kinder- und Hausmärchen
Buddha – Reden
Busch – Das große Lesebuch
Cervantes – Don Quixote
Dostojewskij – Verbrechen und Strafe
Dostojewskij – Aufzeichnungen aus dem Kellerloch
Dostojewskij – Die Brüder Karamasow
Fontane – Effi Briest
Goethe – Die Wahlverwandtschaften
Gogol – Die toten Seelen (I have always wanted to read this!)
Hoffmann – Der Sandmann / Das Fräulein von Scuderi (The Sandman is amazing)
Ibsen – Nora oder Ein Puppenheim / Hedda Gabler (They chose Ibsen’s two best plays in my opinion)
Knigge – Über den Umgang mit Menschen
Konfuzius – Gespräche
Laclos – Schlimme Liebschaften (This is a translation by Heinrich Mann – this is so intriguing! I was actually planning to ignore all the french and english books, but this one sounds so nice.)
Mann – Der Untertan (I have this book, but the cover is so incredibly great)
Marx – Das große Lesebuch (I looked into this book and I have liked the selection quite a lot.)
Morgenstern – Galgenlieder
Nietzsche – Also sprach Zarathustra
Platon – Symposion / Phaidros
Schiller – Die Räuber / Kabale und Liebe
Schopenhauer – Aphorismen zur Lebensweisheit
Sophokles – Antigone / König Ödipus
Tschechow – Drei Schwestern und andere Dramen (Actually this is a collection of
Wedekind – Lulu / Frühlings Erwachen (Of course, these are his best works.)

For the majority of the authors I like (Wedekind, Ibsen, E.T.A. Hoffmann etc.), they really managed to chose their best work. However, Schnitzler is only in the series with his “Traumnovelle” and Thomas Mann with “Der Tod in Venedig”. Even then, they are going to make me so poor!

Time for me to get an external hard drive

Well, I have never had one before. Just as I was planning to get into more manga reading now, I read this posting. I really don’t mind the C&D letters or whatever. I would even pay 1-2$ for episodes if it were easy to do so, but I’m not happy with the distribution system whatsoever, and none of the series I watch is available to buy anyways. So, who cares.

But! There is the rumour that #lurk might get shut down. As one of those scanlation leechers who was downloading things long before #lurk ever appeared, I actually don’t mind its disappearance – if it comes – all that much. If Manga-Updates were to disappear, that would be much, much worse actually. However, I realized that I have never used anything else than #lurk and direct downloads on the websites of the scanlators recently, so perhaps this is the right time to finally get around to at least download the things I have always wanted to read. :3 (Also, somebody has uploaded all of Mangajin 1-60 and I’ll be sure to make use of it.)

People have been complaining about new french films

Ahahahaha.

Les chansons d’amour

They are right. It’s been awhile since I’ve seen a good french film. I have liked “8 femmes” and I think that “Va Savoir” is great (even though it took me ages to finally see it), but recently? There was nothing. Is it because I am not such a rabid movie watcher anymore as I was 2-3 months ago? Or is it just that modern french films are bad objectively? (I remember having read some article on the Süddeutsche Zeitung awhile ago where somebody complained about this.)

How should I put it – normally I dislike musicals and like love stories. In this case, I have liked the songs of the musical but thoroughly disliked the love story, I wonder why. Considering how much I like “Jules et Jim” and other ménage à trois stories, it’s unusual for me to have disliked this one. Perhaps it’s because it didn’t touch me emotionally at all (despite the good music!) and because I didn’t find the main characters. I’m not a big fan of Jeanne Moreau either, but I found her great in “Jules et Jim”, so this cannot be the reason. I know at least that I have disliked parts of the cinematography – I really see absolutely no point to use those stills randomly.
Instead, I guess I’ll continue by comment on the songs of interest by going through them chronologically (which is also the order in which they are provided on the soundtrack).

First of all, the songs contribute to the storyline just like every good musical. However, despite the very clear voices it was not easy to always understand the french singing. So I had to read the horribly translated english subtitles and that probably dampened my viewing pleasure a lot. Ah, the world needs better translators! (But I am a horrible one myself.)

Another interesting thing about the songs is that every song that I ended up liking is featured in the official trailer that we have seen a few days in the Cinema Paris before. This reminded me a lot of “Good Bye Lenin” where the trailer was a summary of all the great scenes in the film, heh.

Before moving on, a little warning: These are sappy pop songs. I know that you guys all hate them =P

De bonnes raisons
At the very beginning of the film, La Sagnier and Louis Garrell start singing this while “dancing” through the night of Paris. It all looks very stylish and I must say that I find this song thoroughly charming. “Why do you love me?” is probably the most complex, dangerous and awkward question of all time, and the answers given in the song are just as beautiful as they are superficial. It was a great start into the film, I think. This also was one of the scenes I have found particularily nice in the trailer.

Inventaire
This is another one of those relationship songs, but this time, I don’t quite remember much of it. Don’t let yourself be fooled by my bad memory though, it’s still a nice song.

Je n’aime que toi
This is the only one that features the trio, I think, and thus also is the only one that touches the topic of the threesome. Actually, this is one of my favourites, the changes between the voices is nice. The only thing that I am not sure whether I should like it or not is that this “Mm-mm” makes me think of Annett Louisan, eek.

As-tu déjà aimé?
It’s the apple song, hohoho. Actually I think it was very clearly shown how the love between the boys feels purer and much more natural than the somewhat questionable threesome with the girls in which it was clear that they actually just hated each other and were unhappy. On top of that, the family comes into the picture all the time, ugh. Especially that sister! *dies* Louis Garrel is such a gay actor, hoho.
Back to the song, I think this was a sweet discourse about lasting vs. passionate and short love. The comparison with the apple is simple, but again, I find it very charming. In french, the lyrics sound really nice to me.

Les yeux au ciel
The trailer starts with this song, and I’d say it’s my absolute favourite although I probably listen to “Je n’aime que toi” more often. It has a nice dynamic and the accompagnement feels great.

J’ai cru entendre
Another relationship song to some degree. I never really paid attention to it, but it ends the film well in my opinion. After quite a number of uninteresting songs (even one involving the dreadful sister), this one has the charm of french chansons again. (I know that I keep using “charming”, but honestly there just is no better word to describe it. It’s the “interesting”-disease.)

Finally, the film will most likely stay in my memory because of the nice songs – and only because of the songs.

Other female bloggers call this “housekeeping”

In a little half an hour of laziness, I have re-arranged some of my pages here, so that the content actually makes a little bit more sense. Although I think I am the only person who ever looks at those pages, I am now much happier about the new structure and thought I’d comment on it a bit.

  • Pyramid is the “About” page, more or less, these are my favourites and some of those points even define myself a little bit. This list is unlikely to change really because the majority on it is a little outburst of nostalgy.
  • Resources is the “Links” page, this is where I can be found on the internet and where I browse at to get inspiration for what films to watch.
  • Cinemathek is the previous “Wishlist”. I actually wanted to call it “Cinemathèque”, but the stupid layout didn’t permit it. It’s a list of films in my library and the ones I want. Also, there are some other items on my general wishlist.
  • Watchlist is still the same. Some films are sorted into categories, and the length of this watchlist is the main reason why I have kind of stopped looking out for films I want to watch. There are way too many of them already.
  • Index is still an index of films I have blogged about, only that I have now sorted short film collections separately from the rest. You can find them at the end of the list.
  • More lists now also features the comparison of my 2005 and 2008 favourites. There also is my current top 30 and the “infamous list that started everything”.

That’s all.

PS. It’s really true that I only know female bloggers who write an entry called “housekeeping” when they revamp their site.

Old animation gives me the creeps

Robot Carnival

After watching Genius Party, I heard about this old collection of animated shorts which ANN calls buried treasure. With Katsuhiro Otomo supervising the whole thing and my good impression of Memories, I actually had quite high expectations for this. It’s a little unfortunate how these expectations were not met at all. I will still comment on the films one by one.

Before doing so, let me rant a little on the 80s style a little bit. I hate it. I hate the american style with a passion and the japanese attempts at copying the horrible style of the 80s still leaves me breathless. Of course the animation quality is nice and there’s a lot of detail in the drawings – but who cares about details when the character design is simply crap. Well, if you want more rantings on these kinds of topics, I’ll refer you to the myriads of anime bloggers who love these discussions. Personally, I’m a child of the 2000 generation and I like my moe girls.

robot robot

Opening, Ending, Epilogue
Actually the parts that were actually done by Katsuhiro Otomo were my favourites. Unlike most others, these parts really did not need any dialogue to make me feel intrigued. The visual style, the ‘cuteness’ of the ballerinas, the shock of the explosions, everything felt perfect. The opening has actually heightened my expectations for this short story collection – only to make me find out that it was the best part of the whole thing.

robot robot

Star Light Angel
The most outstanding part of this episode definitely is the music. As much as I dislike 80s music in general, I have certain things like “Take on me” by A-HA. Ahaha. *hrm* Thus, I actually enjoyed the soundtrack of this particular episode and it was the upbeat music that kept me awake. Unfortunately this did not help the silly story much.

robot robot

Cloud
Visually, this definitely was my favourite. The drawing style (yes, I call it drawing style here) was much more suitable to my tastes than everything else and looked a fairly artsy. Besides that, the story didn’t make all that much sense to me (of course), which is my main issue with this film.

robot robot

Deprive
Robot hero saves damsel in distress from evil alien. The whole thing has some nice visual effects and that’s it.

robot robot

Franken’s Gears
When I watched the film, I honestly didn’t know what was going on. The premise sounds quite great in my opinion, and it even has some hilarity, but considering that I barely could see what was going on, I have found the execution pretty horrible.

robot robot

Presence
In terms of execution, “Presence” leaves me with some disappointment just like “Franken’s Gears”. Both stories could have been really great, and both either looked bad or had rather bad storytelling. In fact, the story of “Presence” is generic, but nice: Man builds a female doll-like robot because he is disappointed with his family life. When the robot starts to act very human, he is scared and destroys her. Years later, he sees her in his dreams again and leaves his old life with her.
Visually, the backgrounds are great and the details put into the characters even more so. But why would they have such ugly faces? Why does the doll have a horrid hairstyle and look fat? If the doll actually had looked cute, I am sure the film would have touched me much more.
In the end, I have really liked the design of the little angel robot. That was actually cute.
I demand a re-make of “Franken’s Gears” and “Presence”.

robot robot

A Tale of Two Robots
The sole fact that this had dialogue and comedic action scenes made me enjoy this film more than most of the others. There were some characters, but it was a bunch of idiots against a ridiculous mad professor. Oh my.

robot robot

Nightmare
Honestly I barely remember what happened in Nightmare anymore. So the city was destroyed and only one man survived? At any rate, the animation is nice, but ultimately it was pretty boring.

I guess the main reason for my disappointment with this whole short film collection was that the complexity of ‘robots’ (no matter how clichéd they are today) haven’t really been taken into account. Some of them, like “Clouds” (to some degree) and “Presence” have a little bit of that, but not much.

New things are a girl’s best friend

Well, I am particularily am thinking of the one particular film I have watched in my adolescence, ahahaha! When Shii and I were collecting things we want for this “Get 4 pay 3” and “Get 5 pay 4” special, I just had to get these. I actually also found a CD… I also got myself the Absolution Tour, why am I such a Muse fangirl?

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As usual, here’s the run-down:
– Black Holes and Revelations: 6 euro
– Clueless: 4 euro
– Frida: 6 euro
– My Big Fat Greek Wedding: 6 euro

I actually completely forgot to blog about “My Big Fat Greek Wedding”! It was very funny and I liked it a lot for the little hilarious details. My favourite scene was the one in which the protagonist’s mother and aunt try to get her father to let her take over their travel agency. “We have to make him believe that it was his idea.” Hohohoho! I love this film.
“Frida” was an old favourite as well. I have never known anything about Frida Kahlo before, and when I watched it in the movie theaters back then I thought it was a good portrait of her life.

the door

So, speaking of new things, I have also re-arranged the posters in my room and added two “posters” from the Babylon exhibition in Berlin. I have liked the floor plan that they gave out for the visitors so much that I decided to put them onto my walls :3 Actually this makes me want a floor plan of the Louvre now.
The blue rectangle is a poster of Yves Klein’s monochrome. I had it vertically in my room until I decided to re-interpret it: Now, it’s a blue screen. *hrr hrr* (Actually the idea of calling it a “blue screen” came after I had the poster over my door XD)

I should have known that meeting up with Shii means watching more films…

Ahahahaha.

Amadeus

It’s not like I’m complaining though ;) Let me tell you a bit about my background of watching this film first: For ages, Shii has been telling me that I should watch this film and since Prog likes it as well, I felt I definitely should do so myself. However, I never came around to watch it until now that we have watched it together. Funnily, while watching it, I realized that I have seen it before. Many of its scenes looked very familiar to me, mostly the It was so much fun to pretend not to like it, making Shii to rave about its greatness even more, hahaha. Fact is, I do. Even though the film did not have a great ending, even though we watched the long director’s cut, even though it has many aspects of a clichéd Hollywood film (Wolfy! Stanzy!), I have liked it a lot. And here is why:

More than anything, I think that Amadeus is a lot like “Ed Wood” and “La Belle Noiseuse”, both films that are considered somewhat boring and are centered around something else than the story. In the case of “Ed Wood”, it’s the biography of an extraordinary man (not in the sense of greatness, but in the sense of uniqueness). The film serves this amazing life and brings it out in a splendid way – Amadeus also portrays a very lively, albeit historically unreal story Mozart’s and Salieri’s life. Even though I find the way Salieri describes Mozart’s music somewhat silly (as I don’t see Mozart’s music as that emotional and great), I have appreciated greatly how the nature of Mozart’s music was woven into the story. To me, the long opera scenes in the film were just like the long drawing procedure in “La Belle Noiseuse” – it’s centered around the art and music, not the story or the film itself. The film made me want to see Mozart’s operas (I have only seen the Serail and the Magic Flute until today).
The only thing I will never understand is the english singing. I love you, Shakespeare, but english in an opera that was originally concipated for another language (especially when translated from italian) just makes me want to die. English is the language of pop music and nu metal, but not for operas.
What we enjoyed about the film a lot were also the comedic elements, adorably presented by the actors – hahahahaha. Right?

Another thing I find a little sad, but expected, is the portrait of Constanze as a loving and worrying, but also somewhat stupid wife. Not only is this a cliché, but it’s probably untrue on most accounts. Oh well. Compared to that, I don’t mind Salieri’s bad image all that much, since I expect most people to know that he probably didn’t hate Mozart as much as the movie suggests. I actually also think that the movie made Salieri more famous in the world too. It wouldn’t surprise me if many people knew his name without ever having heard any of his music.

Mozart’s biography is the only composer’s I have actually known from when I was really small and into classical music. With full awareness of the historical incorrectness, I am really glad to have watched the film and would definitely recommend it.

Is this a japanese film or something?

Un baiser s’il vous plaît

By far, this is the worst french love comedy I have ever seen. It’s ranked even lower than “Belle de Jour” which was a huge disappointment for me as well. How should I put it – the dialogues were dumb, the characters horrible, Virginie Ledoyen is utterly boring as bourgeois housewife who keeps wearing these horribly conservative outfits and this damn pearl necklace. Of course I kind of liked the film considering that I actually like all films in which the relationship between the characters plays an important role, but I can’t help but sigh out of annoyance every single time these characters another stupid thing. Oh. My.

Luckily, I have anticipated that this film could turn out like this a bit. I was intrigued because it’s been ages since I’ve seen La Ledoyen who I actually find rather pretty, and I wanted to go to the Cinema Paris again and show its lovely interior to Shii. With the choice between “Paris” and this film, I thought that this is the lesser of two evils. Despite my bad review, I don’t actually regret having seen this film, but I would only recommend this film to show what I do NOT want to see in a french movie ever again. A few years ago, I saw a silly softporn-like film with her in which she played a young girl playing around with some rich guy and making him all crazy about her. That one at least looked good, but I have no idea what the film was called.